hello.
i want to tell something to tat someone,
For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.its no good for your mind babe . relax alright.
i know you can go through this smoothly. dont let your anger take everything of yours.
you know what i meant alright. yes i really care for you.
love,
faziraafauzi 4:04 PM
hello.
its 230am and im still not in bed yet. im waiting for my pink clock to strike 5am.
ltr at 0800 gt parents meeting & i must be in sch by 0725 to help my dearest form teacher.
must be in school early and yet my eyes is not shutting. damn. thank god got ppl online to entertain me. Dee, Didi and Iryan , thank you for making my morning ohh so random.
Didi, dont be depressed okey? im sure you can solve your problems with your sweetheart. dont ever criticize yourself again okey?. you are best at your own.
&& to iryan, although we just got to noe each other, i really like your retarded lame jokes.
you make me comfortable to chat with a stranger like you. a good kind of stranger i meant.
haha. friends are just lovely indeed ! and i really meant it.
and ofcourse dee ! the random little girl ever !.haha. syg? bby? love you? haha.kebazom kebabom? wierd word huh? hahs. ltr daddy is going to Bali. for 1 week ! imagine 1 week without dad.. urgh ! i will miss you dad.
alright im done. currently bored & still not shutting . ohmy.
love,
faziraafauzi 1:12 AM
hello.
I keep all the texts that i got from you..
-Why, you might ask?
Its because i cant stand one minute without thinking about you. I look back at them remembering how happy i felt, wishing you would have never of left me. Knowing there’s another girl taking my place leaves me feeling emtpy & broken inside. I never thought i felt like this until you were gone. If i could change the past, then i would. I’d do anything just to have you back in my life.
Its hardest when the people i know, turn into people i knew.
& i have to learn to say goodbye to someone, with the heart ache i wont ever see them again.
Im missing you & this is all i wanna say i guess i miss you beautifully, these 3 words have said it all.
love,
faziraafauzi 5:26 PM
hello.
im super happy today and yet dont noe why.haha. RANDOM. today not much things to do in class. we supposed to have test for SS bt Mr C never come. ThankGod. haha && its obvious i did not study so yeahh. we had geog for 3 periods and we watched a video on waste foods. the video really touched me. can you imagine small kids eat our waste foods? the food tat we cant finished and it is thrown in the rubbish bin? tat video shows the kids eating the foods from there. so sad. and this kids actually needs more luxury than us now. eventhough they are poor, they are still enjoying their life and they are thankful to god tat they atleast got some food to eat. i do respect them alot. aniwaes, me and girlfys went to GP kfc to take our lunch. everydae kfc ! thanks to ERLINA MAULOOD ! we chit-chat alot and as usual we are the only ones who create chaos. haha. but just now its really disturbing ! two lovebirds 'mating' beside me ! using school uniform somemore. haiyoo. urghh. nextime do somewhere else okey. haha. me and girlfys like wth ?? coz its freaking long . haha. birds mating ! shit ! no holiday ! need to come bck school on week 2,3,4 !
ending now. bye.
love,
faziraafauzi 4:45 PM
hello.
i felt so random today. i miss him. Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you have gave to me
Oh, i remember.When you are with me, Im free
Im careless, I believe. This brings tears to my eyes. We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around. ohmy. how i wish. *frowning*
where were you when i said i love you? and where were you when i cried at night?
waiting up, could not sleep without hearing you. thinking of all the times we shared. i remember when my heart broke, i remember when i gave up on loving you. my heart could not take no more of you. i was sad and lonely. but somehow deep inside i deep inside still loving you.
all the love, i saved in my heart for you. there was nowhere else to go to. nobody else i can turn to. for the rest of my life, i promised myself i will love me then you and me again.
love,
faziraafauzi 4:06 PM
hello.
on tuesday me and girlfriends went out to catch a movie. it was a date for us. so longg never go out together.haha. the day was spent to the maximum. we watched 'the last song'at vivo. ohhgod the movie was so touching. before the movie we ate long john silver and bought some foods from 7-eleven to eat at the theatre hall. halfway the movie, me and wanie started crying. she took 1 packet of tissue and took 1 piece out for her and then passed the packet to me. and it continues until to the last person. cute huh girls? better watch the movie. its so swit and very touching. i want to watch again !! errrr ! after the movie we went to airport. yar we slacked there as usual.haha. pathetic slacking at airport?? i guess not. its fun ! we camwhore alot there . i really enjoyed my time with my dearest girls ! love you girls!
love,
faziraafauzi 5:38 PM
hello.
i had fun playing peek-a-boo with baby hafiy just a few minutes ago.haha. he was so good todae.no cries! haha. talk2 with sherry about a guy(admired by her) and ofcourse she got alot of stories wanting to tell me and she did.she got my full attention. everyday different stories huh dear? haha. no worries i will always be there and ready to listen to every bits n crunch of your stories. iloveyou honeybee. ohh ya chat with my 2 girlfys and ya LOL through out the whole convo. wangi? busuk? pollution?? haha. && you guys are really making me feel like BAPOK. start convo,straight away call me bapok.haiyo. 'say hello ira,kan sedap sikit' haha.bt nehmind. ira kan your one & only bapok. make u guys laugh only i feel very happy coz i get to make u guys smile atleast.i really love my girlfys damn much. im blessed to have u guys by my side. i feel comfortable expressing my sweet and sour to u guys. eventhough we all are not attached, we still have each other to say n do like what normally lovebirds do and say. right darlings? haha. love you guys so much ! ohya a million sorry to little sweetheart, i last minute nvr meet you as i want to spend time with baby hafiy. wo ai ni alright. a friend like you also i will never forget . haha. thats what you say. alright people i gtg already. want to clean up my room.my room is super in a mess now. cant stand it.haha.
love,
faziraafauzi 9:28 PM
hello.
nowdays the weather is super not kind. humid hot uncomfortable. ohmygod.
the only thing can 'cure' this unbearable heat in my body is ICECREAM.
love,
faziraafauzi 6:29 PM
hello. :)
finally get to update my dusty blog. err, mye is really killing me. my maths paper is f***ing
hard. guess wat, 3 person only passed the maths paper 1. 3 out of 37?? oh my gosh. not even quater of the class. shit.
ohh yaa.u go lead your own life alright. dont even bother about me coz i know wat am i doing.
dont be a 'yaya' . your life is still not stable.. yet! so i insist you to leave me alone. ohh brother!
life is like getting a bit too hard now with over-bringing situations. not only that , studies is also tearing me apart. how do i overcome?
&& yes its true that my mom is my bestfriend ever. so why you care so much?
love,
faziraafauzi 5:17 PM
