Finally its night time and there is no school tmr. i thumped my head on my study table.why does this stuff keep happening to me? why was it so hard for me to just tell the truth sometimes? but seriously i didnt mean to. But no more. i am done. after today, i must speak up. its not fair for you and me. i will be honest with you. Even if it was the most awkward, embarrassing thing ever. Unless ofcourse,it was some life or death situation huh babe?. like if my parents were being held at gunpoint or something,which they weren't.if that is the situation, i will definitely choose the 'lying' path. but now, its not. seriously it was confession time. my heart started doing these full on monster contractions. confess ? must ? lie ? dont? urghh. please god let me pull it off. just this once. maybe. i mean its not that hard right? its not like im totally uncoordinated. erm okay maybe im a little bit uncoordinated. alright my mom says we should always face our problems head on. im more of a run away and hide type girl. now with my habit like that,run away and hide until this whole thing died down.
