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2010-07-31T16:15:00.002+08:00

hello !
currently im at my mom office. she gave me a meeting room to do all my work here. and that picture above was taken few minutes ago. haha. sempat right? haha. i just finish my assigments for maths ONLYY. hehs. alot moree need to be done ! now there is one cup of hot milo and one cup of nestea teh tarik , oreo ,sweets and one packet of chicken rice. haha. i really eat alot today . omygosh ! bt i cant help it there alot of foods here, i mean junk foods ! free ! i went in and out of the office kitchen since just now morning ! hehe. got aini's favourite crackers-oheya! i ate 4 packets of it. haha. now im addicted miss aini ! haha ! enough of food alright. prelims is around the corner already buddies ! im starting to feel the scaredness ! wait, is there any such word like scaredness?? haha. yesterday i went out with feeza and zana . we went to jurong point to buy zana handphone and hisham birthday present. unfortunately, zana did not get her phone. but we searched for sham present like mad girls ! really ! feeza dont know what to get for her boify so yar we helped her. firstly she intended to get him a ring but dont know his freaking finger size. so forget it la ehk. haha. in the end we managed to get for him something. it can be also be defined as toiletries ! hahaha. good one feeza. he will sure like it ! haha. then we headed to LJS to take our dinner but sadly there were alot of hungry peeps there. so we went to have our dinner at banquet and we went home at 10pm. alright i will finish my post here because i still got tons of assignments to do. bye.

2010-07-27T16:57:00.002+08:00

hello. :)
urghh ! i really felt the tiredness today. yesterday i took my n level malay oral exam at jurong west secondary. when we came in to the school canteen, almost everyone were lookling at us. we were stunned alright. it felt like we were the aliens coming from somepart of the galaxy and coming to a unknown place which everybody dont know. the oral was so called easy. passage was superb ! easier than our mid year. its about how teenagers manage their studies. and how they overcome that. the examiner is cute. haha. SPE is 2 weeks away from now and yet i have not sum all the freaking formula,essays,vocab in my head. i was shock to see what arina wrote on the board just now. she wrote"42 days to n level" and that includes my saturdays and sundays ! i did not realise that ! is that 2 months? omygosh. i really need to catch up. there is not much time left faziraaaaa. time will not wait for us but we must wait for the time ! pfft, its really getting a little bit too hard for me now.

2010-07-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

hello .
alright we celebrated racial harmony day just now and yarh we did enjoyed. the eight of us which consist of faizah,me,erlina,farzana,farah,wanie,aini and amira wore our qi pao. :) we took alot of photos and i had upload all the photos in my facebook.the sad thing was, __________ went back already. today is the last day . aww . so gonna miss _________ ! right girls ? haha. classmates and girlfriends only know about this. hahaha. firdaus, dont be too sad alright. i try to get her number through that guy ok? felt so sad for this friend of mine. hehs. he did not even get a chance to talk to her. poor thing. haha. after school we went to kfc to have our lunch. this time its inclusive of shazwandi and firdaus. shaz worked there so yes got some food for free. shaz talked to his friend just now in hand-sign language. he is so cute. haha. we laughed non-stop when shaz talked about his manager. **singapore and malaysia** girls ??? haha.
then aini,lina,wanie and zana went to my house. looked at someone pictures !! woah..he is so damn hot ! haha. really extremely handsome. alright, till here im sharing. bye. errr... he is gone ! byebye. we miss you. :(

2010-07-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally its night time and there is no school tmr. i thumped my head on my study table.why does this stuff keep happening to me? why was it so hard for me to just tell the truth sometimes? but seriously i didnt mean to. But no more. i am done. after today, i must speak up. its not fair for you and me. i will be honest with you. Even if it was the most awkward, embarrassing thing ever. Unless ofcourse,it was some life or death situation huh babe?. like if my parents were being held at gunpoint or something,which they weren't.if that is the situation, i will definitely choose the 'lying' path. but now, its not. seriously it was confession time. my heart started doing these full on monster contractions. confess ? must ? lie ? dont? urghh. please god let me pull it off. just this once. maybe. i mean its not that hard right? its not like im totally uncoordinated. erm okay maybe im a little bit uncoordinated. alright my mom says we should always face our problems head on. im more of a run away and hide type girl. now with my habit like that,run away and hide until this whole thing died down.

2010-06-24T16:34:00.002+08:00

hello :)
im super bored now. i really dont know what to do. since my blog is old enough for people to read, i will update then. alright students say hello to school and bye to holidays. starting school next week and going to be busy revising. starting preparing for 'N's. so not prepared at all.
tomorrow having chemistry class. 1030-1200. alright, see the cute bby in that above picture? he is celebrating his 1 year old birthday in 4 days time. haha. oklah i really running out of words. bye people. andand, to (you) i love you so much honey. :)

2010-06-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

hello.
i cant see how my days are getting more and more annoying. stalkers here and there are making me very irritated. sorry babe im not for you. i cant be with you. you are way too .......... for me. i dont know you even. so yeah let the title be friends only alright. thank you. feeling like want to jump off the bridge when thinking about you again girl. <3

2010-06-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

hellohello.
alright people my holiday is going to be over soon . and its like real soon. and say helloooo to school and revisions !. this 1 week of holiday i went out alott but still i put my hands on books and make full used of my brain to complete my holiday task, mathematics. as you all know, my memory is not that good so yeah i struggle alot to work on it. i forget most of the formulas. shit. i did studied back the formula and finally got it. next week onwards i need to go school. study.study.study. its killing my brain already. anyone got any tips on how to cope with n level ? andand get good results ? anyone ? i really stressed out but as days comes by, i believe that if people can do it ,i also can do it. i just need to put more effort into my weaker subjects. all i know is that my aspiration is my possibilities. my friend say that there is no point of getting stress cause being in that situation will kill you even more. you will feel sick. i guess that is partially true.
bye. <3

2010-05-31T16:04:00.002+08:00

hello.
i want to tell something to tat someone,
For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.
its no good for your mind babe . relax alright.
i know you can go through this smoothly. dont let your anger take everything of yours.
you know what i meant alright. yes i really care for you.

2010-05-27T01:12:00.003+08:00

hello.
its 230am and im still not in bed yet. im waiting for my pink clock to strike 5am.
ltr at 0800 gt parents meeting & i must be in sch by 0725 to help my dearest form teacher.
must be in school early and yet my eyes is not shutting. damn. thank god got ppl online to entertain me. Dee, Didi and Iryan , thank you for making my morning ohh so random.
Didi, dont be depressed okey? im sure you can solve your problems with your sweetheart. dont ever criticize yourself again okey?. you are best at your own.
&& to iryan, although we just got to noe each other, i really like your retarded lame jokes.
you make me comfortable to chat with a stranger like you. a good kind of stranger i meant.
haha. friends are just lovely indeed ! and i really meant it.
and ofcourse dee ! the random little girl ever !.haha. syg? bby? love you? haha.kebazom kebabom? wierd word huh? hahs. ltr daddy is going to Bali. for 1 week ! imagine 1 week without dad.. urgh ! i will miss you dad.
alright im done. currently bored & still not shutting . ohmy.

2010-05-25T17:26:00.003+08:00

hello.
I keep all the texts that i got from you..
-Why, you might ask?
Its because i cant stand one minute without thinking about you. I look back at them remembering how happy i felt, wishing you would have never of left me. Knowing there’s another girl taking my place leaves me feeling emtpy & broken inside. I never thought i felt like this until you were gone. If i could change the past, then i would. I’d do anything just to have you back in my life.
Its hardest when the people i know, turn into people i knew.
& i have to learn to say goodbye to someone, with the heart ache i wont ever see them again.
Im missing you & this is all i wanna say i guess i miss you beautifully, these 3 words have said it all.

2010-05-24T16:45:00.002+08:00

hello.
im super happy today and yet dont noe why.haha. RANDOM. today not much things to do in class. we supposed to have test for SS bt Mr C never come. ThankGod. haha && its obvious i did not study so yeahh. we had geog for 3 periods and we watched a video on waste foods. the video really touched me. can you imagine small kids eat our waste foods? the food tat we cant finished and it is thrown in the rubbish bin? tat video shows the kids eating the foods from there. so sad. and this kids actually needs more luxury than us now. eventhough they are poor, they are still enjoying their life and they are thankful to god tat they atleast got some food to eat. i do respect them alot. aniwaes, me and girlfys went to GP kfc to take our lunch. everydae kfc ! thanks to ERLINA MAULOOD ! we chit-chat alot and as usual we are the only ones who create chaos. haha. but just now its really disturbing ! two lovebirds 'mating' beside me ! using school uniform somemore. haiyoo. urghh. nextime do somewhere else okey. haha. me and girlfys like wth ?? coz its freaking long . haha. birds mating ! shit ! no holiday ! need to come bck school on week 2,3,4 !
ending now. bye.

2010-05-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

hello.
i felt so random today. i miss him. Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you have gave to me
Oh, i remember.When you are with me, Im free
Im careless, I believe. This brings tears to my eyes. We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around. ohmy. how i wish. *frowning*
where were you when i said i love you? and where were you when i cried at night?
waiting up, could not sleep without hearing you. thinking of all the times we shared. i remember when my heart broke, i remember when i gave up on loving you. my heart could not take no more of you. i was sad and lonely. but somehow deep inside i deep inside still loving you.
all the love, i saved in my heart for you. there was nowhere else to go to. nobody else i can turn to. for the rest of my life, i promised myself i will love me then you and me again.

2010-05-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

hello.
on tuesday me and girlfriends went out to catch a movie. it was a date for us. so longg never go out together.haha. the day was spent to the maximum. we watched 'the last song'at vivo. ohhgod the movie was so touching. before the movie we ate long john silver and bought some foods from 7-eleven to eat at the theatre hall. halfway the movie, me and wanie started crying. she took 1 packet of tissue and took 1 piece out for her and then passed the packet to me. and it continues until to the last person. cute huh girls? better watch the movie. its so swit and very touching. i want to watch again !! errrr ! after the movie we went to airport. yar we slacked there as usual.haha. pathetic slacking at airport?? i guess not. its fun ! we camwhore alot there . i really enjoyed my time with my dearest girls ! love you girls!

2010-05-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

hello.

i had fun playing peek-a-boo with baby hafiy just a few minutes ago.haha. he was so good todae.no cries! haha. talk2 with sherry about a guy(admired by her) and ofcourse she got alot of stories wanting to tell me and she did.she got my full attention. everyday different stories huh dear? haha. no worries i will always be there and ready to listen to every bits n crunch of your stories. iloveyou honeybee. ohh ya chat with my 2 girlfys and ya LOL through out the whole convo. wangi? busuk? pollution?? haha. && you guys are really making me feel like BAPOK. start convo,straight away call me bapok.haiyo. 'say hello ira,kan sedap sikit' haha.bt nehmind. ira kan your one & only bapok. make u guys laugh only i feel very happy coz i get to make u guys smile atleast.i really love my girlfys damn much. im blessed to have u guys by my side. i feel comfortable expressing my sweet and sour to u guys. eventhough we all are not attached, we still have each other to say n do like what normally lovebirds do and say. right darlings? haha. love you guys so much ! ohya a million sorry to little sweetheart, i last minute nvr meet you as i want to spend time with baby hafiy. wo ai ni alright. a friend like you also i will never forget . haha. thats what you say. alright people i gtg already. want to clean up my room.my room is super in a mess now. cant stand it.haha.

2010-05-13T18:29:00.002+08:00

hello.
nowdays the weather is super not kind. humid hot uncomfortable. ohmygod.
the only thing can 'cure' this unbearable heat in my body is ICECREAM.

2010-05-12T17:17:00.003+08:00

hello. :)
finally get to update my dusty blog. err, mye is really killing me. my maths paper is f***ing
hard. guess wat, 3 person only passed the maths paper 1. 3 out of 37?? oh my gosh. not even quater of the class. shit.
ohh yaa.u go lead your own life alright. dont even bother about me coz i know wat am i doing.
dont be a 'yaya' . your life is still not stable.. yet! so i insist you to leave me alone. ohh brother!
life is like getting a bit too hard now with over-bringing situations. not only that , studies is also tearing me apart. how do i overcome?
&& yes its true that my mom is my bestfriend ever. so why you care so much?

2010-04-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

hello.
past few days i really felt the real LOST. i seriously miss her to the max. i lost all my loved ones in just a blink of an eye.how worse can it get? that is super bad already. i missed the laughter in happiness we shared and the tears in sadness too.we used to argue for small matters but yet we solve it with matured mindset. i hope you never forget the times we gossip about the person we hated so much,the person who make our life miserable. yesterday i dream about me and her. we are happily talking to each other like we usually do.suddenly there's a big rock falls between us. we are seperated far apart,straight away i woke up and look her photo in my hp. i really do not want to this to happen in reality. i want to keep it going in good terms. i cant imagine if i do really lose her. oh god please make us in good terms again,which there is no confusion and misunderstanding. i can wish that everything will be back to normal bt i noe it will not happen.

2010-04-15T10:57:00.002+08:00

hello.
err. everyone is schooling now and im just furiously getting over this boredom at home. MC for 2 days was given. i seriously miss alot of wonderful lessons. gosh. How am i going to follow up my POA lesson?? i missed all 6 periods of it this week. and yar the medicines are just not working desperately enough in me.
for you boy, i'll count the days until i'm in your arms again. i miss you so much, your voice,your touch,but most of all, i miss how i felt when you hugged me, your arms wrapped around my waist,my arms wrapped around your neck.our eyes staring back at each other a sign of true love. after that we loved each other for months & break each other hearts with a tragic goodbye in silence. now i just cant do anything. if i could do anything it would be to [kiss] you in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year. cant you hear my heart beat for you? i want this to last and i need you by my side. show me love the way it supposed to be. lock me in your h.e.a.r.t. and throw away the key. last night i fell asleep to a song that reminded me of you on repeat & every moment,every word of the lyrics and everytime it played,there never a minute i could not keep my mind off of you. that means something..right? i will end my post here. im seriously emotionally exhausted now. bye :)

2010-04-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

hello.
firstly sorry for longg time no updates. okey? today i will just do a pathetic short post.
- really feeling lost and 'urghh' to someone
-having so much fun with beloved girlfriends

i just cant understand why you need to do this? you are just creating a fuss and big embarrassment. (if you notice la ehk?)

-down in super depression.
i need some help from you. give me some hope coz there seem all hope is gone now.
-give me strength
-fill some happiness in me
can you help me? please?
you are the only one who can be my joyous sun in my life.

2010-04-05T12:43:00.004+08:00

hello.
i just finished reading this sad love story in the internet. So i really wanna share with blog readers.

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Ryan. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Ryan, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Ryan, I …
Ryan: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Ryan: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: ryan…

ryan: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Ryan: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
ryan: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
ryan: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
ryan: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

ryan: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.

ryan: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Ryan! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Ryan, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

its the end of the story. i bet your heart had been touched by it.

2010-03-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

hello.
alright people can we just stop this? its really embarrassing. gosh. watever it is, mum cooked crab. yummy.! i liked ! its really sad to hear someone call (insert name) like that. not only sad but angry too. how can that someone say that. one thing to point out, you dont have the rights to say that.- seriously. i really cant take your harsh words towards (insert name). how can you say those things huh? how can you do this? did you ever think?? if you in my position now,what will you do if someone call your "very best friend" like that?? huh? let me clear out,you are linking her with an animal. just think. i cant believe you say that.im shutting down now.bye,&& to you,think back.

2010-03-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

hello.
today is fadhlullah's birthday. yea obviously my one and only brother. haha. happy birthday sweetheart. may god throw you a good life ahead. iloveyouu. so now i currently waiting for time to strike 5pm. i got something on later at school. principal addressing parents and so on lar. tsk. i have not finish all of my assignments and yet playing lappy all the way. i had my chemistry test juz now ,turns out to be VERY HARD. its hard bcoz i dont even study the chapter. salts? pfft. i dont even know what this chapter is talking about. i did try to study it but i really cant get the reactants,methods in my freaking head. havent clear this chapter and now teacher is starting new chapter,metals. luckily i can understand the part 1 of this new chapter. urghh. hate it so much ! gotta go already. && to love, i miss you too dear. bye

2010-03-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

hello.
i had flu due to the rain just now. we had our PE in the morning. our group must run the 2.4km as we finished our PE assesment last two weeks. our teacher ask us to run but we are super lazy to run but yet its a must.tsk. honestly,the weather was not good when are standing infront of the gate. it started drizzling already and the dark grey cloud were covering the sun in the sky. we run outside and there it goes,it started to rain so heavily.but our teacher keep forcing us to run until we reach the school. actually we can make our way back to school as its not that far yet but teacher force us to continue running. and there we go-wet from head to toe. my shoes are freaking drenched! we managed to reached school quickly and teachers start passing towels.i was shivering all over.cant stand the cold. at the moment we reached our class,me,feeza,wani and aini took off our socks and shoes. we walk to the toilet and get changed. feeza get to borrow school's pe shirt but i dont . i must borrow from farzana . thank you zana ! haha. we walk bear-footed for the whole dae .went canteen bear-footed was a random thing to do actually. haha. gosh first time i get into this situation. urgh all wet ! i gotta go already. bye

2010-03-20T17:12:00.002+08:00

hello.
today i cnt go anywhere as people(s) coming my house. grandma and mum cooked fishball soup and we make chocolate cake. yums.
to my love,
i love you without knowing how,or when,or from where.i love you straight forwardly without complexities or pride, so i love you who who you are and the way you love love me truely.
you are my every reason, every hope, every dream, i've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day and time of my life. i want you to know that i rather fight with you than make love with anyone else, because you better at your worst than anyone else is at their best.&& i need you, and i want you, and i have to have you always because I LOVE YOUU.

2010-03-18T13:32:00.002+08:00

hello:) .
last 2 days i came bck from my class chalet. it was fun as i got to spend time with my beloved classmates until we never sleep. we did sleep bt we slept at 5 or 6 am . well now i am currently attached with someone. he was my friend last time and we really know each other for quite a long time already. && its really random to have him as my boyfriend now. mmm.. "lucky im in love with my bestfriend".. haha. so yea me & hym really want to last longgg.. its just the matter of love and trust. no trust no love. thats what he said to me. i hope this is the last guy im going to be in love with. im really sick and tired of break ups and attaches all over again. seriously. all i want to say is i love youu baby. i really do. now i need to accompany aunty to send sherry to orchard then go her house to make dadih,mango flavoured! yum right? alright im offed now. need to get changed now. bye.

2010-03-12T12:04:00.002+08:00

hello.
im going to do a very short post today. later im going to attend the X-country at Japanese garden. im actually a bit lazy to run the 3.2km route! urghh! additional the weather is sooooo hottttt! i cant bear it. oh godd! i prefer to run in the morning rather than in afternoon. seriously. so anyway feny keep asking me to send her to aiport.she flying off to dubai tonight.but im so sorry honey. i cant.my event ends at 6pm so i got no time to send euu. just enjoy your trip there and bring back goodies okey? haha. ily switheart. another thing is i pass all my subjects for CA1 . thank god!
im really happy ! my hard work really pays off! pheww.. haha okey i need to rush to my bathroom! shower time ! its 12:16pm and i must meet wanie and zana at 1:30pm at interchange.must be there by 2:15pm..
bye.

2010-03-09T19:24:00.003+08:00

hello.
todae lessons so boring . chit chat awhile with girlfrens in the canteen after school. suddenly
i got a terrible headache! I was laughing along with them but suddenly the pain came. god! its super painful,as if dozens of hammers knocking your head. really. i was about to puke but quickly drink wanie's milo. sorry wanie but i really need it. thank you. went back home and jump off to bed. cant endure more. just took my temperature and it was 38.1 degrees. feeling weak + cold now eventhough the fan is off. ohhgosh ! i dont want to get sick at this time. why wrong timing ? a-shits ! chika is coming my to my crib tomorrow to teach POA! hopefully my fever is gone by tomorrow.possible? huh? its impossible if i dont take my medicines on time,worst if i dont take it at all. i have not taken any tablets until now by right. haha.simple, lazy . i want to sleep now so yea bye peeps! sleep again huh ira? no mood

2010-03-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

hello.
im seriously feeling down this past few days. i just want to have hapiness in life.& thats all. is it so hard? i guess not. right? eventhough life is too short we must spend to the fullest. grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. laugh when you can,apologise when you could & let go of what you cant change. love deeply and forgive quickly.,take chances&give everything to the fullest.&have no regrets.life is too short to be unhappy..you have to take the good and the bad. love what you got people. and always remember what you had. always forgive and never forget. learn from your mistakes and no regrets.people changes and things go wrong. but we must always remember life is full of happiness and sorrows.

2010-03-02T18:19:00.001+08:00

2010-02-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

hello.
thank god all the stressing papers are done. confident to pass? haha. nah. yea tmr is the last paper which is malay. im lovin it. haha. but hell with the 'peribahasa' thingy.urgh!. just now physics paper turns out to easy. my hard work pays off. :) i think. chemist? dont even bother. i really dont know what they are asking for.(some). gees. know what? i just have to say this.. i really love my girlfys so much. haha. random. gaahs. todae its fazliana birthday and yea she too get into the same situation like farah did but worse.water + shampoo.. haha. happy birthday dear. love euu so much. actually super speechless now so yea im ending my post now okey. bye.

2010-02-22T17:49:00.004+08:00

hello.The day's been long.I just got home.And school is driving me crazy.I could do up
I could go out.But I'm feelin too lazy.I wanna run.I wanna have fun
But I don't wanna work it
All I wanna do is go and kick it with my girlfriends tonight! gosh!
Too bad im having my common test tmr until friday. haiyoo ! english paper
tmr. anw this past few days im having a really wierd dreams. the dreams got somehow linked with my past memories or doings.It's the memories i can see.then this fear comes over me.this one person exist in my dream. he looked so much in anger.please understand that i dont mean to push you away from me.im sorry.please understand that its not you it's what i do. i know you got a way of easing me out of myself but i cant let you do that because im am my worst enemy.this person is somehow very wierd. he asked me to do such things that will never be done by me in all means.is my past doings get me involed in this situation?seriously im afraid.i try to forget about it but yet its hard.truely.but i must.erm and yea im craving for joliebeans and candies! yums! maybe should get those tmr. haha.

2010-02-19T18:23:00.006+08:00

hello.
ohh gosh! common test is very near ! i mean is really really damn near.! i have not even do my proper revisions yet. shit!time seemed to have stood still! everytime when i am doing some assignments,i felt startled because of those freaking questions that i dont really know what they are asking ! Geesss ! common test is like 4 days away! pfft. no time?no revise?confirm dont do well? NO! cant be this way iraa. tensions all over! urghhs! words? numbers?formulas? oh gosh! really stress me out!

2010-02-18T16:53:00.004+08:00

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year. So happy birthday to you (farah<3),
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply;

hello.
todae school was hell yeah fun! but todae alot of test ! out of 3 tests,2 are sudden ones;physics and social studies.teachers never tell the class about it.gosh!for social studies,mr chong marks on the spot and yea atleast i passed it! failures must come to school tmr morning at 650am for remedial . physics? haha dont bother .shit . anyone can help me in physics? huh? anyone? geess. and yea we have the chance to 'torture' dear farah after school. pity you. haha. we so sorry but we have to darling. sorry to make u go home in that situation. . wet ! .haha. shits! common test is around the corner ! anw im pleased to have a teacher like you; u make me interested in poa . last year i was 'ding dong' in this freaking subject but now i can past my poa test.last year i can only get one digit for most of the test . pfft. thats all for today post peeps!

2010-02-17T18:38:00.001+08:00

Love is not a thing to understand.

Love is not a thing to feel.

Love is not a thing to give and receive.

Love is a thing only to become

And eternally be.

2010-02-14T20:23:00.004+08:00

hello.
first off all i wanna wish happy 'chinese new year' and 'valentines day' to peoples who are celebrating it. yesterday i went for chinese new year reunion wif family. we ate seafood ! gosh uncle ordered alot including the chili crabs.i admired the butter prawns but yet cant finish it.me and chika was damn FULL.the foods there was a blast.we got to see the seaview as underneath us was a sea.scary though.enough for the reunion.
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yesterday i received 3 calls and they were prank calls. it was super late at night.suspect it was a girl as her voice seems to be one.she accused me of stealing other people boyfriend.fcuk! HEAR THIS !, I'm gross out by that freaking voice of yours.

Fcuk. Stop being childish babe. Got nothing to do is it? If i steal people's BF, prove it BITCH.

Cause i know i'm not guilty. Dumb, if you think that this is funny, Well i don't think so. Horrible

creature. BITCH, i'm not that fool to get pranked by you. I dare you to call again. I'm not

scared, LOSER! And And, you're just wasting your time. Jealous? So be it then.URGGH ..!!!
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******

whatever it is im way too not interested with this kind of people. so yeah to this kind of

peeps-i know u are too lonely until u need to bad prank others to keep urself entertain I

REALLY PITY U. gosh! stupids!

2010-02-13T07:36:00.002+08:00

1. Do you hate the last guy you texted?

* Ann. Nope he's my good friend.

2. When was the last time you took a nap?

* Just now. It was for like 30 mins. -_-

3. Do you only drink bottled water?

* No.

4. What are you listening to right now?

* brokenheart'.

5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

* ehh, FARZANA RAZALI.

6. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?

* my bro.

7. What's on your mind most today?

* P.P

8. Something that happened today that made you angry?

* Alot gossips here n there.

9.Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

* usually hide, but i'll open up to certain people

10. Do you wear makeup?

* Not really .

11. Are you missing someone?

* Hell yeah!

12. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

* i guess so?

13. What instant messaging service do you use?

* msn? -_-

14. Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?

* What?! Hell no?,

15. Have you ever had a panic attack?

* dk!?

16. What color is your hair?

* brownishblack?

17. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

* mum.

18. Are you happy or sad right now?

* Sad :)

19. Is your phone right beside you?

* uhhuh,

20. Are you cold?

* Kind of?

21. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?

* 4a2 gathering chalet?. Oh GOSH!

22. First thing you did when you woke up?

* TOTHETOILET.

23. What does your best friend call you?

* ira?

24. Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?

* Thunderstorm.

25. Who do you call the most?

* Now? farzana?.

26. What were you doing 10 hours ago?

* wathing movies wif parents?

27. Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?

* Uh-uh.

28. Are you that good at math?

* erm.no i guess/.

29. Do/did you listen to your parents?

* Yeahh

30. At what age did you learn to ride a bike?

* the two wheel one uh, 9.

31. What's your favorite holiday?

* december?

32. Ever dyed your hair?

* Yess.

33. Love anyone right now ?

* Everyone!

34. Do you cry a lot?

* Uh-uh.

35. Are you good at keeping secrets?

* i think?

36. What did you do today?

* help mum?/.

37. Do you crack your knuckles?

* arsewipe, yes.

38. What kind of tattoos do you want to have?

* idk/

39. Do you give special ringtones to

certain people?

* Nope.

40. Have you talked mean about anyone

today?

* Yess? HAHA

41. Can you remember your last dream?

* Omgay i wouldnt want to.

42. Have you ever done something you

told yourself you wouldn't do?

* Uh-uh.

46. Suppose you see your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do?

* Oh my. i'll go up to the girl and say ' hello bitch.' And slap the bloody busted..

47. What is bothering you right now?

* SOMEONE?

48. Can you type over 60 words per minute?

* no lah i don't think so, maybe 60 "i"'s

49. Would you date someone who already has a child?

* HAHAH maybe? HAHAH

50. What will you be doing 5 hours from now?

* sleeping. i think.

2010-02-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

hello.
its hard to clear all doubts that in my mind. i feel paranoid.i dont know. i feel out of place. i dont know. i feel sad. i dont know. i feel agitated. i dont know. here i am again, starring at the same four walls. im thinking. it drains me out. i feel weak. i dont know. im growing numb. i dont know. for someone who has felt so strong and now its gone. the sky is falling.i dont understand. im trying to.i guess its alright. i guess. but somehow,i dont feel right. i dont know.
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euu guys really getting on our nerves. euu guys just cant make people feel right. all that euu guys know is to hurt their feelings so deeply. why cant euu guys be abit smpathytic? its really a childish way to act tat way. really CHILDISH ..its your mistake so just admit it and clear off. its matter of fact SIMPLE..

hate how much euu make me love euu

2010-02-09T17:51:00.003+08:00

hello..
straight to my post now; i wonder could it be im missing euu so much or wat?? did i lose my love to someone better? and does she love euu like i do boy? so much i need to say,been lonely since the day euu went away from my life..so sad but true,for me there's only euu and i been crying since the day euu left boy..i remember date and time,january 20 wednesday night~11pm..
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no longer laughing with each other,calling in the night,msgin sweet texts,hanging out together and celebrating monthly anniversary and ofcourse exchanging sweet hugs and kisses****
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we were letting go of something really special,something we'll never have again..why do we never know what we got til its gone now boy?? how could i carry on? caused i been missing euu so much,i have to say been sucking so much since the day u forget about US .. i wanted to tell euu bout my feeling but i guess its too late now. i guess we should go our own way.
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i know my post kinda dejected but i have to .. sorry people..

sorry

2010-02-08T18:41:00.004+08:00

hey peoples!
sorry for not updating for such a long long time. whatever it is i'm starting a new chapter of my life this year. -a brand new one; .. i must forget about hym but yet its too hard. but its a MUST
rite? hmph..so yea im really happy to have friends like u all. -farah,zana,feeza,wanie,lina-
u guys make me smile widely everydae and im pleased. thank youu gals! <3 todae,i really pissed off with sum1..krg ingat krg bnyk nyer fair per?? huh?? like one of my friends say,"drg ingat drg bnyk nyer hensem per??smpai nk kutok2 org??cermin la diri krg dulu la ehk!"seriously i support. gosh jgn nk kutok2 org larr..nnt krg kne balik. anw,psl (insert name),jgn nk besar2 kan perkara la..mata ko tuh yg tk btol..aku tkde mase la nak jeling2 org ..mcm org gile kan nk jeling2 org with no reason..bodoh pe ko.hmph..
im ending my post here..i try to update regularly orite. bye

singapore idol

2009-12-28T09:54:00.002+08:00

heyloo peeps !
i just woke up..yesterdae i went to singapore indoor stadium.my fren,alfi got extra free ticket so he gave me.i was at m'sia then he msg me wether wan to follow then i look at the jam and yeah the jam was free-flow! so i text him and say yes! i told him tat my parents want to 'hantar' me there bt he say, "nehmind i wan to fetch u wif my parents"so yeah he fetch me at west grove. his family okla and tiz s the first time i met alfi. talking bout the SI show..it was damn fun!the atmosphere was superb! charice was soooo good! ilike her man! she is way better off then the finalist! haha! watever it is i cried after gurmit announced the winner! errr! i want sylvia! gosh so now 3 malay guys in a row..hmm..okla bye2!

2009-12-17T09:11:00.002+08:00

heyloo peeps:D sorry i have not been upating my blog the past few daes.aniways i've been falling for this cute guy above. he so cute! hehe! hmm hop to another topic la! im going to stay at home ALONE tiz week!mama papa working till 7+pm..so yeahh frm morning till tiz tyme im staying alone! boring! i want to go out! adk nt at home for 1 week. no one accompany me at home.so sad.till here my post for todae. bye;and ;iloveeuu

6h reunion

2009-12-11T11:35:00.012+08:00

heylo peeps! i decided to go for the reunion ! they force.haha.the reunion was fun ! we watched planet 51, "tadi kite tgok crite ape kwn2?"haha.the movie is hilarious-sorry if wrong spelling; hehe ! the kids behind us keep laughing . atleast we enjoyed the movie n nt wasted .after movie,we headed to library.pathetic rite to go library just for chit-chat??haha! in e library,we talked bout our past daes in primary sch.we keep laughing n was warned by the 'makcik'.after maghrib,we headed to a shelter outside the library.we camwhored n talk nonsence things.cnt wait for the nex outing!

complicated

2009-12-10T13:11:00.003+08:00

hello peeps :D ! sorry longg tyme no update! theres only one word to explain~LAZY !
i dont noe wat to update here. got one guest asked me y i nvr post anything bout my boyfriend.n only post bout my friends.haha.nice question ar friend.lets get it clear orite its complicated n i dont want people to noe bout it.now n im sure no one of u are interested of hearing about a relationship tat had no idea where it lies now.i really gave up on love if u all want to noe.anw im stress out of wether i want to follow go reunion wif my ex classmates frm jwps.i really do miz them bt they are planning to watch twillight saga new moon.pfft,i'll pass if im gg to watch for the second tyme.its boring,for me lah..haiyoo..how arh??they ask to meet at 2pm,JP. go or dnt go ar?? alarsmak ! now its 134pm n i have nt change! oh god! watever it is i update agen 2morrow aites peeps ! bye

friend?

2009-12-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

hello peeps :D...

you are the one who pisses me off and knows the wrong things to say but you are the one who laughs with me and helps me through the day. you are the one who makes me cry and makes me feel so sad but you are the one who cheers me up when im feeling bad.you are the one that they call friend,a friend through good and bad. a friend who's always there for me. a special friend indeed ..

fun fun fun

2009-12-04T13:27:00.003+08:00

hello peeps :D "yesterdae i went vivo to shop n watch movie.firstly (----) called me and ask me to meet at queenstown. bt then i told (----) tat idk how to take train alone.seriously idk seh..im phobia coz once i took train alone to meet my friend at city hall but 'terlanjur' till changi seh.then i ask my papa to drop me at vivo since he going to town.arrived vivo arnd 215pm n suddenly recieved text message.(----)told me tat (----)gg to be a bit late..so yeahh i shop la at vivo..met didi at toyrus as he is working there.waited (----) for 1 hr la sehyy..get good way bullied by (----)'s friends.gilerk ar krg smue.then we went to buy tickets for 'case 39' bt noe wat we get 'rejected'! tat show was rated NC16 so no we cnt go in.actually e story goes lyke tiz, e saleswomen suddenly ask me for my ic bt she never take frm others sehy ONLY me.she said we cnt watch n yes we change to twillight..then yar i get bullied again by the gilerks! one of (----) friend said,ira ni smue ira nye pasal uhh..tak nmpk mcm 16.then they laughed as i kip on asking them to shut up n watch e movie*angry way*i oso dont noe y they laughed sehyy..tuh namenye org2 tak btol!hehe!:D bt the good thing is tat i was treat by (----) n we go for GV MAX THEATRE.. oh yaa forgot to say, wen we r buying our popcorn,i met ina wif her friends..becoming more preetier lady! hehe! our show start screening at 4pm n it was a full hse! too bad we had to sit 4 row frm the front..bt luckily the screen is the MAX one so we cn watched it comfortably..our neck no nid to be straight up..hehe! the show is quite ok la..finished at 630pm n we went off arnd 7+pm ! so fun lah went out wif 'THEM'!! haha! now i juz finished my hse chores..tired larh sehy.morning2 i went to adik sch to buy his sch books for nex year ALONE! mama ask me to go todae n morning2 coz she say ltr stock finish.heavy man the sch books! haiyoo! okla want to check my fb now. bye ! :D "

love euuu so muchhh

2009-12-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

hello:D

to my frens,im so sorry for nt following u all go bowling.niwaes bet u had fun!

yeahh;tomorrow watching case 39 at vivo..todae so bored as im nt gg anywhere!

yesterdae went nash hse to give alvin bck..i gave hym back temp coz i dnt dare

to bath alvin so yeahh let nash do the job..haha..then went home n cooked spagetti..

so loooong never cook..pfft...guess what,frm 1-10,my cooking was rated 8 by mum..

hahas..tats a gd achivement for a beginner i tink! rite2??hahahas!:D atleast mum n dad

eat two serving! hehe! tats all for todae post peeps!

ohh mama ira syg mama

2009-11-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!

i juz came bck frm KL..nothing much to say la..erm ya im gonna miss sherry n

feny! they go malacca for 1 month sehy! so lonely! on the pic is my mum..no matter

how much a mother scold us,i really love her coz she is my mum..she noe which one

is right n wrong for me.i love her so much coz i noe a mother love for her childrens is much

more bigger.no one can give me the love tat she had gave to me since i was young..i love u

mum!:D

IM SAD

2009-11-25T12:44:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!
todae wani sleeping over my hse!weeee...going to have lots of fun !
to my fren(insert name),
sometimes i think u will be fine by urself,coz a dream is a wish u make all alone..
its easy to feel like u dont nid help,but its harder to walk on ur own
and wen u realise from begining to end,wen u have a friend by ur side..
they are the ones who help u to find the beauty of all wen u open ur heart
and believe in the gift of a friend. friend is someone who knows wen ur lost n ur scared
there through the highs n lows,someone u can count on,someone who cares
beside u wherever u go..and now when ur hope crashes down shattering to the ground
you feel all alone n wen u dont know which way to go,someone who u hate so much is here
to lead u through..tis someone is a FRIEND..GIFT OF A FRIEND TO EUUU..

speechless girl

2009-11-24T15:02:00.002+08:00

hello peoples!
yesterdae i went out wif feeza,firdaus,shazwandi n kamsani.we went bugis
to shop then went to penisulla..so fun la gg out wit them! we goin to miss shaz
nex year! the three of them are like joker! always make feeza n me laugh
yesterdae.tiz comin fri morning,im goin to KL! wee! holiday!! im so ****!
i kept thinking of (insert name). he/she so different now..not like we used
to be..i wan (insert name) so badly! i miss the time we spend time together,
laugh together,shop together and ofcourse eat chocs 2gether! why u change
since the day u work?? im speechless for youuu..why cnt everything be
normal?i miss the tyme we talked on phone! im so insecure now..kept
thinking why,why and why!?....and yar kak safura!! imy2 babe! i wil
find time to go to ur hse orites!we will have fun together n kept admiring
ur chris pine poster! haha.. pls la kak..u wont get him! hehe

alright peeps im off now..(insert name) imy!

jyian niteeee

2009-11-21T11:20:00.008+08:00

hello peepssss!:D

yesterdae was the Jyian nite(Jyian got talent)..it was super damn FUN! i enjoyed the fun wif my dearest frensss.when i meet feeza,we hug each other tightly!! i miss her so much sehy!she becoming more cantik!!hehe!kamarul n khai dance so cute..love them!!hehe..i miss the nite la.iloveu FAIZAH!!! yesterdae firdaus kol me n ask about class outing..he ask me to plan n i will..so 3a2 anything i update u all for the outing!text me coz i wan to noe ur idea of where to go

aites..

boringgggg

2009-11-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello peepssss!

i got nothing to do rite now so i fill up my time wif bloggin..i totally miss this moment in indonesia! i miss my indon,punggol n queestown pals alottttties!

-headache coz of planning wat to wear 4 tmr jyian nite

-craving oreo cheesecake n oreo crush

-miss him !!

tmr 10am go out jp wif wani nak cari baju n hair-doing...

okla..dada!!

2009-11-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

hello peepssss!
sorry i never post for a long2 time yeah...this past few daes ive been spending
my time wif tizz girl. firstly we went to bugis to shop for our things then the nex day
we watched 2012 together! we had alot of fun!she is there to cheer me up tiz week..
i promised myself to always be her shoulder when she nid to cry on lgi2 in tiz kind
of condition!okla tatas

2009-10-18T06:28:00.002+08:00

hey friends!!
now me n zana at the airport waiting for our flight! ira n zana gonna miss u all especially girlfys!tanx for the swit msges u guys!walaupun we are at jakarta,we still remember u guys at spore!! nw we are crying reading ur msges!nnt kte da balik we have fun to the max orite gals! miz u guys muacks2!!!! sorry tk eply all of ur msges taw,ira ppd low!anyway buhbye n tc!!

2009-10-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

hello!!
sorry long time no update.now bz preparing for eoy exams!i am totally screwed up!anw i starting
to hate sum1(insert name)..gal,there no need for ya to write tat kind of words on my table lahh..if u wanna say ".........",just say it face to face.if u wanna say tat tings to me,u look urself in e mirror first..u are not much different!you are a stealer!as far as im concern,im nt a stealer like u!anw,u are worst than a B***H! a friend do not steal their friend HP n sell it off!!! oklah peeps gtg!! LOOK AT URSELF FIRST BEFORE U LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE!!

2009-08-25T18:18:00.002+08:00

todae at sch was the same as the past few daes.no changes.sahur i never eat as this stupid ulcer is killing me in my throat.i cnt even eat.i drank milo onli n at sch i was super damn hungry.i went doc juz nw as mama make appoitment yesterdae.bcoz of tiz appoitment ting,i cnt go tarian.haiz!doc say it sumtink like ulcer bt worse.he got say the name bt i forget luhhs.the worst news was tat its takes weeksssss to cure! i guess i cnt even take it for 4 days!!irritating la sehy!now doin geo hmwrk n maths.i seriously dnt like tis chapter,CIRCLES! difficult than the graph.

for Raimi Rozalwani,

You are friendly, kind and caringSensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you.You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain.Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our sedare-ship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.you are not alone girl.i will always accompany you in your sadness.we will share everything together alright.iloveu

2009-08-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

hey peoples!
todae was a very tiring day for me.i slept arnd 4am yesterdae n did wake up at 525am.it was lyke 1hr 25mins of sleep onli!!i so 'semangat' to go sch coz wanna get common test results bt in the end no papers were given out..buang mase jer smagat2 g sch.ira nak tau results la seh! tk sabar nak dpt results!2dae i stayed bck doing the noticeboard n clean the class cupboard. it was super messy la oii! thnks zee for helping me wanie n zana! thnks alott! hope the teachers wil say nice atleast.hehe!fasting mnth is arnd the corner.bez2!eat less peoples!oklah i wan to sleep right now!!!!im super sleepy!!!bye2

2009-07-26T19:36:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers!yesterdae was fun coz i went out the whole dae.i met kam n nash at interchange at arnd 11am.we met bdk dance as they are competing at youth park in the evening.i followed nash to yew tee.we went to his ketua hse.we waited his friends smpai kol 2pm and straight away go giv out flyers.mcm bez g2 ehq no one nk lyn kiter.after tat took mrt go somerset,reached youth park met all the dancers.so fun sehy kt situ.very enjoyable!all the pemorfers are good!the show finish at 10pm..kam nk alik wit bdk dance si i went bck wif nash.before tat we jln2 dulu.go minum air smua la coz im damn thirsty.i tertdo at nash nye bahu in the mrt as im seriously exhaustted.bgn jer muke blur.hehe.we smpai pioneer interchange at arnd 12mdnght.he sent me smpai uma then he took mrt bck to outram park as he nk g SGH.aunty dier tenat.in my mind i was lyke die tk pnat ker kne patar balik? haiz sanggup btol boify..oklah over all i enjoyed!bbye

racial harmony day

2009-07-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers!sorry for not updating lah!very bz n yet lazy!haha.okae ya today is racial harmony
(our school is the odd 1 which celebrates today)by rite the actual dae is tuesday..me n my grp
were selling honey cornflakes and cookies!nasib laku.almost the whole class wear their costume..
but so sad mr soh was not here todae..juz now gt maths test.wth ira can do itbut i dont have my calculator and ruler!!arghh!!forget la seh to bring!after tat we camwhore here n there!woohoo so damn fun wit my a2 classmates!all sporting gyler!iloveu guys!all the gals were gorgeous 2day!!lgi2 farah!!haha.after sch ira,aisyah,iqah,wani stayed bck to wait for the guys..iqah was super sleepy till she sempat sleep at the bench!so cute she tdo.wen the boys cme bck,we all went bck home 2gether.till here la kaes..nie ira da update taw kwn2.pictures will be uploaded soon..very soon:D iloveu!

2009-07-10T15:37:00.003+08:00

olaa peoples!
juz cme bck frm sch n later want go dental!cnfirm bez..1 ting i like go dental clinic is bcoz,i like the smell..so pathetic rite?hehe i know..oh ya happy belated burfdae nashreen!dont know wat to buy for u yet.2morrow,im goin out.go fort canning to watch kuda kepang..anw i really miss michael jackson!i also dont know why!im in love with the song called youre not alone.gosh tat song touches my heart.i cried wen i hear it..why he must go too soon??another song i like is his muslim song entitled give thanks to Allah.okla i gtg..buhbye pals!

2009-07-06T19:17:00.003+08:00

hello3!!

todae youth dae so no sch.such a boredom at home sehy!ya i nid a rest la.doc say i gt this flu infection.i went doc 4 the 2nd time olady coz last fri nid to sit outside general office as my temp is high..pfft n my classmates say i gt swine flu..wth!haha.its an ordinary flu la guys.haiyo.so dont be scared la jason..hehe!i like my new classmate..zee cuz,hazwani!shes fun!above is my so callled new cousins!! still a baby..hafiy n summer grace!

2009-06-30T15:29:00.003+08:00

hello bloggers,
everyone went to sch except me.i cant go to sch as i got flu,cough n very high fever.very bored at home..hmm,so friends update me if there is homework or wat kae?..oh ya..mama had delivered n its a boy..named Hafiy so damn cute n gt sharp nose!! hehe..okla..buhbye

2009-06-24T12:30:00.004+08:00

hello loves!

basically i've juz had my late breakfast..yesterdae was aunty ernie's birthdae!happy belated birthdae aunt! we went to her hse to surprise her with a cake n fresh flowers..mum order it online n was delivered to aunt hse.bt so sad feny n sherry was nt wit us.uncle bring aunt to watched premiere of transformer..so fun rite?then he bought for aunt laptop n flowers! so swit!iloveu aunty ernie! hope all yr wishes cme true bby!

outing to sentosa

2009-06-22T11:00:00.020+08:00

hello:D,i had so much fun with them on sat!me n eza met the rest of girlfys at siloso beach..as usual we r late.!haha!then we camwhoring..straight to vivo eat long john silver n waited for the guys.they r super late!went to heren shopping mall to watch dance.start at 7 bt we arrived at 5.so ya we walked around like stupid people hehe..walked here,walked there!hehe.we walked out frm the mall at 730pm!me,iqah n lina took cab coz going to same direction bt farah had to go to buena vista..reached nenek hse at 840pm n waited for parents until 12pm! overall i had lots of fun@!

2009-06-19T16:55:00.003+08:00

hellohello!

its juz 1 day away frm our outing!its gonna be so much fun!hhehe! yesterdae i met nashreen and kamarul..i got a pink-white,heartshape lollipop frm hym.thnks btw.i been thinking to sort some things out here..nash been telling me about hafiz. he said tat hafiz accused hym bout many things with zee.hafiz said tat nash being closer with zee more than me.2nd thingy was tat hafiz accused hym tat he had feeling with zee.hafiz told kamarul all bout tiz n kam told nash.for me its normal 4 nash to be close with zee.they are good friends,not only friends but bestfriends!am i rite zee?

so hafiz,dont be like tiz orite?haiz..ilove u guys alot!!!

2009-06-15T22:51:00.010+08:00

hey bloggers!!
i just came bck frm my super holiday! its really great!

IN GENTING-

*firstly we ride the biking..its scary!(queue was super damn long)

*ride some of roller coaster then raining

*eat cupcorn(yummy with milk)

*camwhored!

*took 2 ways cable cars!(so high n cloudy,3.4km long)

AFTER GENTING-

*straight away go swiss garden hotel

*rest awhile n siap 4 petaling street(place where u cn find branded things w/ low $)

*bought leggings

*went makan at pakistan restaurant

*went foot massage(so painful,me n wani bear the pain)

*back in hotel

THE NEXT DAY-

*swimming w/ tired eyes

*went room n eat maggi

*bath at bathtub with wani n siap2

*go JB meet uncle n family to see houses

*makan seafood n went back home!

#so overall i had alot of fun with tat busuk wani!! we are so hyper!

the negative side was tat mat2 m'sia suke swit2 at us! what the hell!

klau hensem tkper juga! mintak kene scotch tape mulut tuh!!

fazira

2009-06-11T15:47:00.002+08:00

ohyes! im going holiday again! but this time wit wani!

we going genting!!! haha!~ yes!2morrow goin already!!!

wani,we goin to hav a big time!!! bye2!

2009-06-08T14:38:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers!
i juz came bck from KL this morning at around 3am! we went to
sunway lagoon! now this place is so fun.they had new park and its called the scream park!
we try to go 2 the park and it was damn fun..we go in 2 times! 1st time,all except aunty n feny
go in! it was so dark n the fun part was tat we nid to WALK! in genting we took roller coaster in their scream park but sunway we walk..in genting its not scary. me,ibu,nia,adk n sherry was screaming..!it looks n feel so real! sherry cried!ahha! they suddenly appear infront of me n ofcourse i scream infront of tat thing!!me n nia accidentally kick tat thing! haha..uncle n ayah laugh at us!we been inside for 20 mins..bez la tuh 20 mins of terrifying n screaming!! the ghost
terkejot2 kn kte!!! 2nd time ibu tc of feny n aunty went in! she went in n 5 mins she went out crying! haha! then she masuk again wif us she brought her towel to cover her face..she cried all the way! haha oklah photos will be uploaded n ofcourse we enjoyed e other trill rides..after tat went to the ZON hotel..near the klcc! kaes! buhbye!

2009-06-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers!
im super boring.i noe most of mates asking 4 e class outing..i will update all
of u soon! be patient kaes! wani bring me out pls! n ur most invited to slipover..
haha! im so vulnerable here guys! btw im stressed out bcoz of YOU!
u just so not in ur natural! i realli starting to hate u! whats the nid for u to pretend?
huh??if u wan ...... just go ahead lah.!

2009-06-03T17:24:00.003+08:00

hey bloggers,

thank god i passed my MYE! very thankful!! Btw sorry for not updating..

im in a lazy period! today is mum birthday..so mum, HAPPY 39th

BIRTHDAY! dad was so swit..he bought 4 mum chocolate forest cake tiz morning.. he went to buy alone as me,mum n bro still sleeping..haha..adk juz 'sunat' on mon so he cant walk properly..best sehy he dpt money..ira nk sket!! haha..im damn bored at home! anw, is there any bridging lesson?? if anyone noe when, pls

tell me through the tagboard..i really want to noe!

2009-05-24T16:21:00.002+08:00

hello bloggers!
yesterdae was damn fun!!! on the 22 may at 1045pm, we start to cycle out from school!
we, grp 4 arrive west coast at 1250 midnight! we had a brk at McDonalds! the challenging
part was cycling to the east side! there was so many cars n most of them dont want to give us
way!me,feeza n lina was so hyper! we sang songs like majulah singapura,disturbia,nursery rhymes n JUSCO! got some more la actually. hehe..happening gyler..!amirul mcm sotong la!
haha! i really had so much fun wit u guys! we reach east coast at 425am..we park our bikes n then me n feeza go toilet to change n tie hair! all of us assemble.all jyians board the sch bus
except me,Ganteng,bby n syafiq! ganteng went back by cab..papa want to take me so mr tan went bck home first..me,bby nb syafiq wait at mc! i slip skejap! haha..so tired! around 550am papa reached..then we go JB..so tired sehy but yet fun la!!

fazirafauzi

2009-05-22T18:10:00.002+08:00

afternoon bloggers!
school was oukay just now..nothing much happen..
we nvr get our POA paper juz now as Mr Wee was not in sch.
lucky Mdm Diyana came so we get our papers! im so happy! thank God.....
i nvr go tarian coz mum dont let.. tonite have night cycling!!! yahoooooooooo!
we cycle until e nex morning...jgn nak step ar kat sni! klau tk suke ckp tk suke la !!(to sumone) oklah, nothing much to type!
buhbye...

fazirafauzi

2009-05-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

happy 6 months anniversary nashira! haha.random sangat!
atlast im goin out todae! nk tgok wayang! wani sayaang,sorry if i wish u lmbt 4 ur burfdae!
i realli 4get. sorry yer kak! budak tuh da 15 sehy! da tkleh kne bully dari ira! haiz u n chika
da 15! biler ira nye turn nie??? geram tau! da dpt ic bt blom turn 15! haha!
smalam tibe2 kwn lame text! he ajak klua..he say nk blanje mkn. ira tknk coz me n nash da plan nk klua same2 bt i cancel it..so tkkan ira nk klua ngan laki lain kn?? hmm..sorry friend!
n ur paksaan tak perlu la guy! anw ira mcm miss girlfys g2! asl ehq bleh miz drg? haiz!
i miz iqah melatah! hehe..anw iwant Adam lambert to win american idol! he got good
voice people! so vote 4 hym taw!!!!

fazira

2009-05-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

hhello bloggers!!

FINALLY EXAMS OVER! haha.

we, POA students felt relieved! lol! the chemist paper turned out 2 be easy..

i love it!!!! anw sorry if i keep my blog dusty till yesterdae! im on the exam mode!

bt now im super free! weehoo! tiz fri got night cycling!! bez rite??

wani! i want to go out with u darling! as i am oso super bored! ya same lyke u darl!!

so anyting text/kol ye lady kuku!!!! haha!! tk senonoh tarok gambar popok kt post!!

LOL! alright girlfys.., where u all want 2 go?? plan 4 holidays ya!!

btw,its been e past 4 days i want 2 eat roasted corn! i want i want i want! sdap sehy tuh bende!

s'pore nie ira carik2, tk dpt! my mum say tat thing byk bleh dpt kt m'sia! ish! geram sangat2!

MNABMN; im so sorry bout yesterday tat had happen between us.

2009-04-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

hello bloggers!
usually thursdae we were released at 2:10pm bt todae 12:30pm!
follow fri timetable.shiok rite! after sch,me,feeza,zana,lina and farah went straight to
KFC. we had fun juz now.laughing all the way.!!zana was super HYPER.! in class,
adam n hafiz disturb lina n farah.both of them was super disgusted by the cockroach.
haha! lina having hard time wif it! so terrible till want to open her uniform! adam put it into
lina's uniform so she freaked out!haha!pity lina!2mrrow holiday!yeepee!sat sch! remedial
classes!bt nvm la. ENDURE is the key word! exams coming..
till here okeys?? promise to post back.
buhbye:tc bby..love ya:)

2009-04-27T16:54:00.011+08:00

2009-04-18T18:06:00.003+08:00

hello bloggers!

the 3a2 s had our remedial classes. physics and chemistry.

very fun wit them.chemistry class mr soh tells us 1 joke.actually e joke was made by

another teacher.lame sehy.e symbol of sodium should be Na bt tat class answer e teacher SO,

so e teacher say wrong..it should nt be SO coz its not ass(S)hole(O)*class laughed*

lame rite??hahas! after chem,me,lina,feeza,zana,farah n faz went Mc..mkn2 la!

then get to physics class.lina want 2 play dare game. tat bottle point at shazwandi..

then lina ask him to gelek .he was shy bt he still did it! haha.nk pecah seh prot! klakar!!

after tat,it pointed at firdaus! we dare hym to cubit durrani nipples.durrani must count

" 1000..2000..3000....."he did it! hahaha..funny sehy..sorry ar durrani! haha..anw..i(L)3a2!

after physics,we malay gals went 2 kfc 2 slack..i had fun tyme wit u guys! love u all loads!!

yaya..im seriously missing my boify! he tk msg tk kol..

till here bloggers..buhbye!

pop

2009-04-15T18:32:00.004+08:00

hello :)
school was splendid! i dont have a good day today as my stomach hurts.
the story goes like this, yesterdae papa buy mee siam for me.
i was super hungry so i juz eat it.firstly the mee taste normal. bit by bit
the taste bcome awkward.i stop eating it. papa ask y i stop eating then i say taste diff la.
mama was lyke asking papa to taste..papa taste it and he spills it out bck. he say tat the mee
"basi"! a few hours, my stomach was hurting.i cant stand the pain.SERIOUSLY.. i called nash bt he nvr pick up..i cant even slip.i pakse myself to so i slept around 3am. this mornin, its still damn
painful.i tahan it until now.

TO THE GUEST, PLEASE JUZ LEAVE MY BLOG!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.Y U NID 2 WRITE ALL THOSE
THINGS HERE? CANT U JUZ KIP IT 2 URSELF??HUH??

2009-04-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

helloesss:)
school was superb.bt i pity zee.the story goes lyke tiz...
we had our napha 2.4km test run.after running zee was feeling uncomfortable!
she can breathe easily n can walk normally..she cried juz now..then zee was sent to hospital by an ambulance.hope she is fine now..cant kol her as her ppd low."zee,hope u feeling better kae":)
i past my test n my timing is 16.48.atleast i pass my run.anw fri,mon,tues tk sch!!yeepee!!!
its e-learning day!!haha..pfft,my leg cramp sehy!!!
oklah;till here bloggers..
i'll update again soon:)

love,
fazirafauzi

2009-04-05T15:50:00.004+08:00

hello bloggers,
yesterday,4 april i went to sushi king restaurant wit mum,dad,uncle,aunt n ofcourse
kiddos.it was e 1st time actually;hahs..usually i eat at ramenten restaurant 4 japanese food.
in sushi king,their food is more kind tradisional! its almost raw food callin'!i ate diff' kind of sushi
~Tori-Karaage,Kanikama Maki,Unagi,Ebi Fry.the 1st one i try was the Tori-Karaage..i almost
puke sehy..Unagi means eel.the scallops was superb!eat wit the Wasabe nice taw! uncle dares me to eat the Unagi n i did..
i hate it btw..tk sdap!!haha..slepas mkn bende tuhh,i cpat2 drink plain water..aunt laugh at my
reactions..aunt,atleast i try 2 eat them taw!haha..btw,nasib baik uncle order the Tempura..
i love to eat Tempura!sdap2! aites then! until here onlyyy;
~irasygnash~

2009-03-23T17:42:00.005+08:00

i was bored n i start chatting wif adam n feeza:D

we web-caming!

2009-03-19T18:13:00.003+08:00

im damn bored at home!

pls someone make plans!

i miss my girlfys badly orite:(!!!

im done with

school stuffs already & its

time 4 me to go

out there;

2009-02-23T15:07:00.002+08:00

heylo!
im currently watching SUTUN nw..later at night
gt ppl want to view my hse..yar they r buying it..
sedih seh!tkpe uh..nw i happy giler!!!!!!
my boify come bck 2day!weehoo...
atlast the 10 daes is over...im lovin it! ok ira cukop la!
todae was fun..erm ya..fun la...i gt 44/50 for MT...
tat is a improvement!haha..at class we talk nonsence..
as usual la kn...after school i went home straight coz all my besties
got cca..mine is 2morrow...he juz kol me a 3 mins ago!!
i was surprised!!i miz hym..tats y!!
conversation:
me: hello!
hym:hel..lo
me:where are u nw?
hym:im in the airport b..
me:serious?(in a happy tone)
hym:yes...
me:k then mit u later!!!!!
tat was hw happy i am!!!!!!!
klah..i want to tidy my hse..ltr gt ppl view hse larhs!!!!!!
:D

2009-02-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

hello hello n hello!
at home now,updating FS n THIS! this week is the common test
but 2morrow is the last paper; MALAY..hope to be easy.
anw kept thinking about the group which went to indonesia..
its been 7 daes olady. i miss hym badly. :( faster come back lah..
pls3! come bck to todae activity.., 2day was so the fun! we pay
attention in most of the lesson.the class was not noisy as the past few daes..
actually 1 negative thingy happened juz nw; serena wallet lost!(find olady bt w/o $)
she lost it after we sat 4 the common test! bt in the 1st place,y she put it on the
table??..so half of it is her fault..come on guys,we should nt be careless n tc of our things!!
the funny part was tat she found her wallet at the trash bin!k fine, our suspect is 1 of
the pupil in the class~certainly its not me okey!
i nvr went out the class juz nw..to the 1 who steal, PLS ADMIT! so tat ur punishment
will not be too harsh ya?? so now im reali tired..so..ya im tired!
insyaallah bsk update *

2008-11-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

dear friends,
how's your life?
it's been a while since I heard you laughed,
I, sometimes, dream of us so clearly,
in this making of 'memory'our past days surely are beautiful,
the things keep our memory books so full.
the things we left unchanged are so many,
in this making of 'memory'

dear friends,
where have you been?
our day, our time,
do you still have that memory? we live our lives now, differently.
we are, but for the making of another 'memory'

2008-11-19T15:33:00.000+08:00

hello:D
sorry long tyme no posting friends.alot of things
to cook up.gahs holidays are just BORED. seriously
nothing fun to do.everyday the old same things!errrr!
i want to jalan2 larh.boring tau.luckily uncle plan to book a chalet
yeepee! 3 days 2 nites.(tiz week)not confirm la actually.
he got it 4 free.! if tak jady,we plan to tonn at east coast.:D
yesterdae we went to marina barrage! so romantic sehy
the place.alot of couples went there.it got a very nice view
of the town.

byes!

PUASA NOTE

2008-09-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

ellows!

SELAMAT BERPUASA YAR KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM :)

SEMPENA RAMADAN INI SENTIASALAH SETTING NIAT,

UPGRADE IMAN,DOWNLOAD SABAR,UPLOAD USAHA,

DELETE DOSA,UPDATE DOA DAN TOP-UP ILMU AGAR

DPT REDEEM PAHALA!

(SEBELUMNYA,IRA AKN UPDATE YG LAIN NNT YAR..)

TODAE ENTRY (190808)

2008-08-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

heyyy!!dont u guys feel nervous when talking infront of ppls??

well i do! i was nervous when stood infront of the class presenting my pic..

i actually cn eye-contact bt my brain was blank when c ppl watching at me..haha!

well atleast i get 13/20 4 the presentation:) err..i hope nt to do it next year mr lum!

really i cant stand when ppl staring at me when i m presenting..i wil straight away

go BLANK!!~~ish,ira be confident larss!~~watever it is,it help me to improve my eng oral..

anw juz nw at sch was best2!! hehe! during p.e., me n eza nvr go 4 games wit sec4! we follow

ms teng..she nid to deal wit the napha failure students..gahs, nasib zee pass her SBJ olady!

good joob zee!!:) most of them pass the re-test!! glad 4 u guys!!during music, we watch a opera song

video..it was actually a nice song bt a bit irritating..nash follow singing btw..romantic sehyy the phantom..

nw really nutink to do bt i nid to design my dnt car project! gahs! im tired!! lazy taw..dala bynk measurement

to do..nk design lagi!! eeee!geram ar! nid to study very hard 4 eoy exams!! 1 mth left seyy..very much work,very little tyme! :( endure wit it ira!! want to show my parents tat i cn go to a true train class

next year..

MYHOPEMUSTSHOW..DONTSAYONLITAW..ILOVEYOU

IRA3

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

todae(180808)entry

2008-08-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

herlo!!gahs,19 more daes to my burfdae!!! cant wait luhs!

anw,wat happen todae was really fun fun and fun!!

first of all,dnt period..it went as per normal bt we must prepare 4 our project!

second was my history period..it was SUPERB! Mr chong nvr cum! we gt brk 4 an hr!

third thing..eng!i no nid to present my pic todae bt postpone to 2mrw..more tyme to prepare hah!

fourth thing..sci..study as per normal 2 bt felt lyke half an hr although it was 1 hr..hahas..

fifth..lifeskills!! mdm ye not around as she was bz in the hall! no teacher in class so uat bising ar!!

then was dismissed by Ridhaufi..i went bck wit adyla,singgah KFC jap..mkn! i want to go bck early coz

pnat n having headache!!sorry zee n zana nvr teman u guys!!love u!!haha..juz nw,i juz edit my blog..

lawa tk kwn2??anyting juz SHOUT at shoutbox kae! lalala..lapar sehyy skg!!waitin 4 mama to bring food!

haiya..from juz nw havent eat..lmbt ar..okae la until here ehq

IRALAPARLAAMAMA!! NKMKNSKGJUGAAK!! :)

BYE2 SYG(s),

IRA

wats goin on?

2008-08-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

harlu =) erm,wt is it lyke to hab a new life?i mean is it goin 2 b better or

wt? somedaes had been over n i dont feel happy..im lyke a gal who is

is been controlling by devils..devils dont make ppl feel hapi rite??

so tat is wt im felin nw..common test is over juz hab to wait 4 the results!

gahs, u noe wt,i tink ppl(untk org yg terase) dont hab privacy 4 me..

she n she read my diary without my concern..kurang ajar kn???

alamak! tkde amanah punye org!sedar diri la! lain kali jgn main bace diary

org..its personal!!get it??lagi satu,klau da bace,admit je n jgn nk ilang2

org laen isi dier luhhs! ade kehormatan sikit ar!ish,alamak!!geram sehyy!

if i read ur's,would u scold me??yes rite!atleast u wil do is 2 be mad at me

4 a long tyme rite??pls la ehq,i oso cn do tat!klau bace lagi, jage2 la ehq.

enough of tiz drama!ihateit! anw fwens,im million tanx 2 u guys 4

comforting me..ily!!juz nw at sch was fun!hahs! zana syg,asl tk dtg sei??

ish nvm lahs..hehe! anw,agi 22 more daes is my grand dae! burfdae is coming!

too bad it falls on fasting mth bt nvm dpt berkat taw..hahs!

iralovestobeloves..mostlyinfwens..

your truly,

ira

happy + sad ...

2008-05-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

hey3 kinders..yes eza, i want US back too..

eza tau kn yg ira cyg krg 2..so ira pn maafkn krg..

minta maaf zahir dan batin ehq krg..(ehq mcm da hari

raya plak ira nie.wakakaka) bt no matter wat ira minta maaf kae!

so cn we start our journey of rainbows bck??still gt long way to go

taw..bt in an extra ordinary friendship,there must b fights between

us..tats shows we are going to be ready for everyting we going 2

face negatively in future after we had tiz kind of fight n solve it too..

hehe..kn ira da mcm lectures..after ira da get bck ngan krg i juz

kinda miz faed..ira pn nk get bck mcm gini ngan dier bt its too late..

tkper la ira ade krg kn..i can share love with u guys kn?

my personal feeling..(nk type je kt sini coz i cant share w/ some1

olady) ira superb sad..klau ade faed i can

actually share my probs..baby, i will luv u

4ever..hope u cn get better gurl aites..

nt joking,ur a gd guy..tk menyesal i kasi

my life to u..to bdk 612.u guys are fun,

bt sumtimes quite irritating..my abg(s)

jgn change2 gurls laa..setia sikit tkleh ke

??hmm..skg ira bkn ngan krg smue agi

bt u guys r still my abgs2 n akaks2..

4 faed.u still my lover..ane la tau we will

patch at other generations..our love

will be there flying around in heaven..

seriously im happy n half side sad..

happi coz da baek wif my gurls n sad coz

kehilangan faed..i juz take a bow wif

tiz..i will cry ile c our photo when

we go out to town tat tyme..da la ira juz

go lalalala kae..

thx..bb..rustyheart chows..

(anw,my hp kne confiscate by papa so

klau nk contact,kol uma ajer aites)

sleepover???

2008-05-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

hello fwens...!!!!!!!!
on the 18 may 08,eza slept ma hse..fun seh!!
we nvr slip..on tat dae plak,faed missing..i keep
on calin hym bt no ans until mama all risau..then i plak saket..haiz!tibe2
dpt kol from hafiz,dier ckp yg sonic n faed kene lockup..i terperanjat..
ni smue sonic nye psl..dier g curi motor sedare dier n gt no license..
kecian faed kene tuduh..alarsmak!!after i comfort mama n uruh dier mkn,
i n eza confrence wif wani n irfan..kecoh rable ar drg nie!! then we pnat,rase nk tdo..
so we slept around 530am-800am!!skejap ajer!!ngantok seh..next tyme tdo agi ehq eza!! till here..chows..bb

outing on 17 may 08

2008-05-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey3..
outing was fun at town! me,eza,wani,faed,irfan
,richy,wan,hakim,sonic onli ..first,at around 12pm,me n eza
went to wani hse to wait 4 her..and the rest! lamer tau we wait..
sempat take pics..then eza ternmpk faed wearing boxer onli..
she laugh non-stop..wani da siap then she go straight to int..
she wait 4 us there..nk ambik $ first..then kte borin,so we naik uma faed..tunggu
luar,ddk2 kt tangga..me msk gas trowong!hehe..muat sehyy..wakakaka!
we waited 4 faed bt tak klua2..so i msg ar..tibe2 dier kate dier kt uma wan..
haiz uat pnat je me n eza dtg..we then go wan hse..nk tau aper tk,eza knock my head on the wall..saket oi!!kene my lips..then we waited wan to siap,until we
TERslip..pnat seh..then go faed hse,wait dier to siap..nasib tk lamer..
then go int..straight to orchard..we follow them go jammin'..pekak oi..
blh tuli siaz..hahas!tapi fun3!!slapas tuhh,kte g mkn...nasi pataya dier pds seh...
then,we ddk2 kt luar far east plaza smpai kol 8pm.hab fun tau..
msk ais kt baju,cekau2 org..wani ter mention cekau to cakau!!haha..
belo sia
then mie go bck..kla..gt pics to scroll..hab fun scrolling.actually nk post on
the dae itself..tapy pnat..hehe..cya

today links

2008-05-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

hey3 peeps!
narie ok2 ar kt uma..tapy mendak sikit.
chat wif eza,msg wif faed,chat ngan bdk2 msn the whole dae..
bace blog org tk abes2..i miz my kwn2..mane kwn2 aku yg
lame tk ckp??plz la krg,jgn berpecah..i beg u all
ala eza,ko nk bunge kn??
nnt aku leh tanye kn..wakakaka! bsk plak drg ajak g town!
fun2..klau tk gy,nnt org tuhh mrh plak
looking forward to tomorrow.. klah,nw nk chat ngan burfdae gal!!

imy n ily

2008-05-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

tis very song refer to someone i had loved..
he actually a good guy n i love hym so much..
bet he cant understand..i dun wan ur presents,
i wan ur lurve onli..is tat difficult??nuting can buy
me ur love rite?onli u..bt nvm im too in the wrong
so,im sorry if im nt been good to you..dunnoe wether
i layak tk jadi urs? i noe u nvr brk my heart b4..
ur a good guy..since u enter,i feel lyke u r the happiness
of my life..n u did last tyme..ive missed the moments
we spend wif laughter..we go through thick n thin 2gether..
i tink im goin to share all my happiness n sorrows
wif u 4 the rest of ma lyfe bt no..i noe ur nt happy wif mie..
i was very semangat to be loved since u enter bt now tat
semangat was hidden somewhere..i juz love u so much tats
when i was very yayaya..thx 4 everyting,im sorry goodbye..
ily dear..bb tc in life..
(btw fwens, im not in sch juz nw coz nt in da mood n ma papa nid
to go korea)-sorry msg nvr eply,kol nvr ans..

east coast day

2008-05-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

hey3!!
i juz came bck from east coast..we gather at boon lay int at 930 then we waited 4
hafiz,aidil n syafiee until 10..then took the mrt to bedok..then from bedok int,we board the 196
bus then straight to east coast tapi kene jln sikit aje..jln bawa tunnel..fun jugak ar klua
ngan bdk 2t1..tapi da smpai sane,smue uat hal sendiri..bdk
2t1 naik basikal..kte mcm biase jugak mandi laut.. shiok tau..
wave dier besar2..air pasang seh..after smue uat hal sendiri,kte smue berendam dlm air..
hahs!! then drg smue tanam hairi(buah dier besAr jugak) hahas..maen2 je..
tu pn drg yg ckp..after tat,kte main 'monyet' kt laut..gilerk sia..
anw,kt sane faizah paling sexy!!hehe..smue mandi pkai shirt except dier!
wakakaka..(jgn mrh za) we had a very long fun there bt too bad i cant stay for nite..
my father fetch me then straight go grandma hse..boring seh..lagi2 drg smue dtg..(faed n fwens)
boring tk dpt umpe..i ask hym to dtg cepat sikit bt he came late...so bad luck ar ira..
i dun noe y i gt a feelin lyke i want to off this..like no point..
da la..mls nk ckp lagy..sorie short2..

lurve putri

2008-05-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

hey2!!!

juz nw i went ti eza hse to discuss

art exams..i played with putra n putri,

eza cats!!so fat sia!!!hehe..berat nk angkat@@

tkle terlarat seh!! ape entah eza kasy mkn 2 due!!

frankly i like putri more eventhough pemalas!!

tapy..due2 pemalas ar..mkn tdo mkn tdo je kejer drg!

wakakaka..

oaites till here..bb..ily

hearted pet brownie

2008-05-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

ola2!!!

rite then, tiz is my 2nd posting for todae..

im bored tats y i keep posting so pls dont

ask tat type of ques!!

i don mind if u want to ask bt its my problem ahh..

i have tiz very naughty pet rabbit named brownie!

although his nt tat brown bt gt a bit lah..his fur is more to smoke

colour!birthdae is 15 july!! nw he's 1 year olady..tat tyme when i bought was

3 mths old..he was me palm size..cute rite??hehe so small!

nw olady very big n fat..hehe

i want someone to accompany mie in life tats y

i bought him..truely,when i looked at him,

my bad mood went off easily!!style ar..hehe

he lyke to lay down wif mie on my bed..i will hug him tightly

like teddy bear seh!! anw,he eats alot!! wakakaka..

okae larss..tata..brownie pic to show!

thx

2008-05-10T10:21:00.000+08:00

hey3!!

tis my first post for todae..nw im bored!

actually im pretty lonely in life!

example my parents..they always work eventhough on weekend..

mendak seh kt uma berdua ngan adk je..

klau ade mama laen ar..bleh chat2 ngan dier..hehe

klau in sch plak,kte gitu2 jer..i actually mcm lonely lahh..

donnoe y i feel lyke tat la..bt its true i felt lyke tat i at sch..

y i feel lyke i hab no BESTFRIEND???which i do..

strange rite??anw,felt tat i was only a crop to hym/her..

dont want to state the sex n name..

i lurve hym/her lots n very depending on hym/her

akuw mcm dipermaenkan..some1 is rite..she said tat

all tiz musnt called BESTFRIEND..n there is no bestfriend..

all tis are called PART-TYME FRIENDS!!! they are juz to chat along..

its very very very difficult to find a 1 TRUE BESTFRIEND...ppl thought tat best

friend is 1 tat follows each other to where they go..once again,tats nt bestfriends..

aites then..bye

2008-05-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

i juz love tis gurl!!!!!!!!!!

talk bout anytink

2008-05-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

ellow there!!

im bored here!! im at ma grandma hse!

nasib ade laptop! wakakaka=)

atleast cn do my blog,check fwensta n chat!!

da la tadi gdh ngan ma adk coz of psp..

tapi tk argue trok ar..hehe..

kdg2 binget ngan ma adk coz of his NAUGHTY behavior..

tapi nk buat aper kn..kene sabar je ar!!

watever it is, lets talk bout other topic kae~~

aper ehq nk ckp??emm..yeepee! skg exams da over

cant wait to get the results!i hope ill pass all..

if nt all,then atleast cn pass my eng,malay,sci n home econ!

yup2 tats it! bt really its complicated if want to pass all..

wee..on the 8 may which was yesterdae..eza,zana,zee n lina came ma hse..

we are so the called gilerk!! hehe

kte kcau zee n zana rabak2..zana kene sampai kaki lebam..

kecian dier..wakakaka!fun seh kte maen kt bilik! nyanyi lagu'balik kampong'

sambil add extra sound!!hehe selenga ar kte..

dala pnat seh..hehe

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